i want her in my arms right now.. nothing else just her and me in my bed cuddling all night so i can sleep well tonight. i wont worry about tomorrow because together we get through everything <3

i really wish she was here right now. i may be broke right now but it was worth it. yesterday was one of the BEST days ive had in a very long time. megan and i took a train to new york to see everything we went to the top of the empire state building and then to central park where we sat in the park for a little then went on a search for the bigest apple store that happens to be underground (its so cool) :) and thank god we had siri. then when we got back on the subway my metro card was almost empty so we both squeezed into the spinner to get a free ride. then we went back to time square to go shopping and looking through stores we couldn’t afford to even look at lol #brokepeopleproblems :) but idc i have her so i feel rich. then we went to have dinner at apple bees i know not the fanciest restaurant but it was still fun we got the seat by the window and we could see all the lights and i just kept staring at her there was just something about smile that day it was just perfect.. well afterward the best part was when we went to see the tree. i love christmas trees like im obsessed with them. when we went to take pictures so many people asked to take our pictures :) shes honestly beautiful to me shes the most beautiful one in new york. well to stay on track lol we went to see the tree and there were so many people around so she was holding me so tight so not to lose me in the crowd. then we walked back to time square just to chill and go to a couple more stores and we were so tired lol. when we were walking back we saw a street performer and it was fun then we walked back to 7th ave to penn station to see if there was an earlier train then got on the train and came home. we were laying in bed looking through the pictures witch was funny cuz she was like loopy from being so tired so at one point she just passed out on my shoulder and that was it. 

its sad though most people lose sight of what christmas is really about. its about being happy and having fun and being close to people. its a time for believing things that you would normally never believe in and giving chances to someone or something when your scared to. she gave me a chance and you know what im glad she did. <3 but my point is its not about the presents although they are nice to have. if i didnt have her those presents wouldnt mean a thing 

i love you megan i dont care who knows it. the best thing this world has ever given is you and i truly love you 

your pillow is the luckiest thing on earth because i wish i could have your head laying on my every night and one day i will but for now your pillow is the lucky one 

@sshmegs i love my girlfriend. i really do. and i dont care what anyone says, i know im young but i know i love her its one of the few thing im really sure about right now